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Tuesday, October 14.

I'mnobodywhoareyou?

So, I totally forgot to mention this in my post last night. My head was just on a bit of an overdrive. Anyway, I fully set up a new BlahFest account when Devin was over. Someone was interested in whatever they read... and that stream of Dev and I doing a twirling routine, but that's besides the point! Haha. Anywho, he goes by KnightHawk859... and, well... he's totally lush. Eye candy is what this boy is! He's a 1st trumpet in jazz band, so he's musically inclined. But, that's not even the best part! He knows Emily! Yes, Emily Dickinson... Can I say "swoon-worthy"? He totally is, by the way.

Adam P gave me back the Poems of Love from Emily Dickinson that I had given him.I hate him so much. I hate him for what he did to me and what I have to deal with every day because of him.

I'm up another pound. I don't know how this can be possible. I've barely eaten the past day or so and I've been running extra. The Bear is so going to drop me down to JV if I don't lose these extra two. Hopefully, I can convince mom about that nutritionist idea I had. She doesn't know what it is like. She didn't inherit Dad's genes.

Devin's going to break up with Eric. She thinks he's too boring. She thinks all her boy toys are boring. Honestly, all guys are to her are toys. It is kinda gross. She shouldn't play with their feelings like that.